Me with Ms. SanoRecently I was reading an article online about all these movie stars who have had children. So I can say I fit the category of recently giving birth. This normal new mom was complaining about the image the movie stars were portraying after giving birth and losing weight so fast and looking fabulous. She was hurt because the movie stars were making normal moms feel bad about not looking great soon after they give birth. As you can see in this photo
I am too a bit overweight, actually 10 pounds I still need to loose. But when reading this article I thought the normal mom was stupid. I spoke to the computer "don't read articles about these movie stars"!! I don't have the opportunity to see all the trashy magazines bombarding me every day but I do see size 3 ladies and below in my face everyday, tempting me to say, "I want to look like that, or why can't I be that thin". But ladies, come on don't read garbage that will make us feel ugly and attack our motherhood. God created me just like he wanted and until I read the Word, how will I know that HE has created me wonderful and perfect in HIS eyes. New moms, put down everything that does not encourage you to be all you can be in JESUS. He will tell you you are beautiful and that is what matters. When we stand before HIM, HE won't say, "why did you not loose that baby fat right away" no He will say "what did you do for ME"? That's what matters!
I am too a bit overweight, actually 10 pounds I still need to loose. But when reading this article I thought the normal mom was stupid. I spoke to the computer "don't read articles about these movie stars"!! I don't have the opportunity to see all the trashy magazines bombarding me every day but I do see size 3 ladies and below in my face everyday, tempting me to say, "I want to look like that, or why can't I be that thin". But ladies, come on don't read garbage that will make us feel ugly and attack our motherhood. God created me just like he wanted and until I read the Word, how will I know that HE has created me wonderful and perfect in HIS eyes. New moms, put down everything that does not encourage you to be all you can be in JESUS. He will tell you you are beautiful and that is what matters. When we stand before HIM, HE won't say, "why did you not loose that baby fat right away" no He will say "what did you do for ME"? That's what matters!"Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last, but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised.." Proverbs 31:31



of blueberries for only 5000 yen, that is so cheap and it is such a blessing, so in my friends honor I made a blueberry pie, the secret ingrediant, (sweet memories of my great friend wendy). Plus, I have made, blueberry muffins, coffee cake, cake and whatever else I can stick blueberries in. Wataru asked each day, "what will Heidi make with blueberries". Since God has blessed us, several kilos have gone to my mother in law and friends. Thank you Jesus for the awesome blueberries!
We are studying "who is Jesus" and building a foundation for her. She is a sponge, please pray for her. She is a senior this year and will be going to America to a University to study English. I am praying for the right city where she can get plugged in to. The first pic is she turned 18 when we met. 
